“The drama, people suing me,
I’m on T.V. talking like it’s just you and me.”

For a very long time, alot of people have told me i should write. I appreciate that, thank you for seeing that ability in me. But………………………..nah! I have writers block. Seriously i do. Then this blog thing came about. Well i dont have typing block. And alot of times i go in here and write, no spell check, no edit, straight one shot off the head. Those that really know me, know this is me. Raw, uncut, unfiltered. I guess my last blog showed that. So alot of times i feel like im just talking to you (whoever you are), and its just you and me.

Lately i have alot on my mind but im tired of talking to humans…lol. Tired of talking to my friends, or talking period about it(I love my circle i have some amazing people in my circle that are helping me be amazing just to make that clear) Hearing the words come out my mouth. So i guess this place will be my sanctuary of expression. Good thing alot of people dont read it or know about it!!

Recently i realized alot of people i meet in my life. Most of the time are of utter s**t quality. I mean crap, s**t, garbage!! Its tough to find a quality person and character these days. At least for me. I see others do it just fine. Me, i suck at it…………Well maybe thats it, maybe its me?? They say you attract what you are right?……….. F**k!  Im not even being EMO, im being real. Im enjoying my quest for growth and along that road you find out some interesting things about yourself, and about those around you. Some people are negative about it. Me im real about it but im grateful i can learn, because that means improvement.

Anyway i guess the first thing is to stop associating with shitty, characterless, lack of integrity, lack of common courtesy, selfish, heartless people. Annnnnddd probably stop being some of that myself. Alot of people will complain about others, but never look an see if there part of the problem!! Yep anybody who knows me knows i been talking about being part of the solution.

Have a great Friday and LAKERS BITCHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!