P's World

My Camera……..

pworld10 — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 19:49:02 +0000

..Always is there for me when i need to vent.

…Always makes me forget the pain.

..Never tells me i can’t.

…Allows me to have whatever i see through the lens.

…Has brought the world to me.

…Has allowed me to see what the world really is.

…Has shown me what true beauty is.

…Taught me that everything is not what it seems.

…Has taught me fake from real.

…Made me some great friends.

…Lost me some friends.

…Has given me family.

….Has given me enemies.

…Loves me unconditionally.

…Will show the world what really is in my mind and heart.

…Lets me know, no matter what everything will be ok.

…Has allowed me to survive these tough times.

…Is my world away from the world.

…Appreciates me and shows it.

…Gives back in return everything i give it.

…Will be there when you aren’t.

..Cares when you don’t.

…Always understands me, even when i don’t understand it.

…Allows me to be classic.

…Allowed me to create this.

Photo: Me / Model: Spring /Stylist: A. Bloss

Randoms i need to do this more often

pworld10 — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 23:44:22 +0000

ok so i have found out how to use my Blackberry as a hard drive and upload pics directly on to here. So with that said i might post more.

Spring and Autumn @ springs return to the camera! Spring will be my favorite model ever! Autumn hates this picture. So i love it more.

With my sisters bout to make classics

the day these get F’d up will be a bad day for me. One of my favorites

SEMA 2009……….ZZZZZZZ

pworld10 — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 23:19:13 +0000

Went to SEMA for a record 2 days! and surprisingly i was ready to go home after those 2 days! I got to talk to who i needed to. Props to Neil and Gene, and Warren as always, my SEMA running buddies. Also shot out to Phil Luis, Greg, Rudy, and Robbie that all looked out for me, or mentored, or kept me good company. I appreciate it. Also props to my Weksos Fam for getting me in the secret room at PRIVE and Miss Nikki Cash for the “industry” talk. Im up on game! lol. Here are some pics, taken from my blackberry. I did not even pull my camera out the backpack. Any woman i love will have to do more than my blackberry. Simple as that.

SLR roadster in the Iforged Booth (shot-out to Peter at iforged who always looks out! Snowboarding this season for sure!)

I don’t like skylines….but. this Wald skyline is the hardest one i have seen, and only one i like.

This 60 rag was flawless!! perfect color, perfect chroming on everything. I will die a happy man if i build a lowrider like this one day.

Tjin Edition Camaro SS that won the GM design award for best GM at SEMA. Thats my dawg!!!

*speechless* umm. UGR twin turbo lambo in mobil 1 booth, this was Phil Luis office all week. Im glad we had a meeting so i could look at this while he was spitting game. Helps me focus. lol

Beast!!

Money Mayweather and his peeps at the Palms which i stayed

Shot out to my Weksos Fam. I rock the shirt because its dope. Not because we break bread together. Hahaha. Word to the Air Hurache Trainers im rocking circa 94/95? i love those kicks.

I came home and spent my time with something beautiful and amazing.

Have a Blessed week!

Behind the Music…

pworld10 — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 17:37:54 +0000

A lot of times on my status updates i put lyrics. Not just because im a rap fan, but the lyrics are very obvious subliminal to how im feeling or what im going through. I let them speak for me in a very blatant way. I have another post thats more in depth about this. But screw it, i figure i just put all the quotes for how im feeling right now. Get this off my chest. I’m restless right now.

“Alot a speculations on the money’s i’ve made, honeys i’ve slayed, how is he for real, is that n*gga really payed? Hustla’s i met or dealt with direct, is it true he stayed in beef, and really slept with a tech? whats the position you hold?….”-million one questions

“n*ggas act different, kinda funny. I guess it’s because im dealin with a different kinda money…”-bigger business

“My brain is haunted with dreams, GS’s with BB’s on it, supreme schemes, to get richer than richie quickly, n*ggas wanna hit me, if they get me, dress my body in linen by Armani..”-Young G’z

“I’m on my grind cousin, i aint time for frontin, sensitive thugs you all need hugs. Damn lil man im just tryin to me, if the records 2 mill, im just tryin to do 3.” -Heart of the City

“Lets end the speculation im talking to all of ya’ll, males shouldn’t be jealous thats a female trait. what you mad kuz you push dimes and he sells weight? You don’t know my expenses i need bigger plates..”-Heart of the City

“It ain’t even fun no more im jaded, man it’s just a game, i just play it to play it. I put my feet in the footprints left for me. without saying a word the ghettos got a mental telepathy. Man my brother hustles, so naturally up next is me…” -Allure

Theres more….

Things i learned in September…..(random, and real)

pworld10 — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 04:09:17 +0000

-When you always reply to somebody on twitter, and they never reply back……they probably dont know u, or dont care. Stop being thirsty!!

-Men when we play dumb, we literally play dumb, and say dumb shit. Women when they play dumb, then just avoid and disappear. Smarten up!

-People in your life have to let you be great. If they can’t let you be great, let them go. What i mean by them letting you be great, is them letting you be you. Embracing you, and encouraging to be you. If you want to love, want to care, want to be succesful, want to be positive, and these people dont want you to do that with them. let them go. They aren’t letting you be you. Let you be free, and be open. Don’t let anybody hold you back from what you want.

-The worse u treat em, the better they treat you. How can i ever respect that? I want to be rewarded for doing good, not for doing bad! i can’t get my wings and halo that way!

-If somebody shows you who they are …….believe them the first time. (aka don’t give to much benefit of the doubt)

- Some people just don’t want better. Cut those people out your life. Yep act like your too good, you probably are.

-Theres a game that is a real life sims, with strip clubs, escorts, and u make real money, but its virtual. That scares the shit out of me.

-I seem to be really cool and close with some man eating females. Blame them for the fact that im cold and heartless. They trained me well. Love them!

-Alot of people are all hype. Once you see past there self-marketing, they are pretty dry and boring.

-I enjoy fall/winter more than the summer.

-My lil neices are walking and talking, meaning they have an opinion now, which means they could care less about how i feel. lol

-I hate it when a person talks and acts tough, you go at their head, and they want to play victim. That disappoints me a lot.

The Allure of the Game

pworld10 — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 17:55:19 +0000

So many parrellel’s i can relate too, its not even funny.

“Man, it’s just a game, I just play it to play it
I put my feet in the footprints left to me
Without sayin a word, the ghetto’s got a mental telepathy
Man my brother hustled so, naturally
Up next is me, but what perplexes me
Shit I know how this movie ends, still I play
the starrin role in “Hovito’s Way”

“It’s just life, I solemnly swear
To change my approach, stop shavin coke
Stay away from hoes, put down the toast
Cause I be doin the most.. oh no!
But every time I felt that was that, it called me right back
It called me right back, man it called me right back – oh no!”

“The game is a lightbulb with eleventy-million volts
And I’m just a mark, addicted to the floss
And doors lift from the floor and the tops come off
By any means necessary, whatever the cost
Even if it means lives is lost..”

Shit’s so real.

Jay-Z – Allure

Soundtrack to My Life…….

pworld10 — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 23:08:54 +0000

I have never heard a song in my life that fits my struggles perfectly. It’s literally a soundtrack to my life. And the demons i struggle with.

“I got 99 problems and they all bitches
Wish I was Jigga Man, carefree living
But I’m not Sean or Martin Louie
I’m the Cleveland nigga rollin’ with them Brooklyn boys
You know how hard it be when you start livin’ large
I control my own life, Charles was never in charge
No sitcom could teach Scott about the dram
Or even explain the troubles that haunted my mom
On Christmas time, my mom Christmas grind
Got me most of what I wanted, how’d you do it mom, huh?
She copped the toys I would play with in my room by myself, why he by himself?
He got two older brothers, one hood, one good
An independent older sister got me fly when she could
But they all didn’t see, the little bit of sadness in me, Scotty

I’ve got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pouring out of me
I bring them to the light for you
It’s only right
This is the soundtrack to my life, the soundtrack to my life

I’m super paranoid, like a 6th sense
Since my father died, I ain’t been right since
And I tried to piece the puzzle of the universe
Split an eighth of shrooms just so I could see the universe
I tried to think about myself as a sacrifice
Just to show the kids they ain’t the only ones who up at night
The moon will illuminate my room and soon I’m consumed by my doom
Once upon a time nobody gave a fuck
It’s all said and done and my cock’s been sucked
So now I’m in the cut, alcohol in the wound
My heart’s an open sore that I hope heals soon
I live in a cocoon opposite of Cancun
Where it is never sunny, the dark side of the moon
So it’s more than life, I try to shed some light on a man
Not many people of this planet understand

It’s close to go and trying some coke
And a happy ending would be slitting my throat
Ignorance the coke man
Ignorance is bliss
Ignorance is love, and I need that shit
If I never did shows, then I’d probably be a myth
If I cared about the blogs, then I’d probably be a jack-ass
Don’t give a shit what people talkin’ ’bout fam
Haters shake my hand but I keep the sanitizer on deck
Hope I really get to see 30
Wanna settle down, stop being so flirty
Most of the clean faces be the most dirty
I just need a thoroughbred, cook when I’m hungry
Ass all chunky, brain is insanity
Only things that calm me down, pussy and some Cali trees
And I get both, never truly satisfied
I am happy, that’s just the saddest lie

…to my life… yeah uhuh yeah “

Kid Cudi – Soundtrack To My Life

Vegas 2009 Part 1

pworld10 — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 20:21:01 +0000

Just got back from vegas. here is a few pics. im tired. Bye

this aint even the half.

EVERYBODY needs to know…….

pworld10 — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 18:20:22 +0000

ALBUM OF THE YEAR. REAL HIP-HOP, not one watered down radio joint. Better than expected. Ok im done.

50 habits of highly succesful people

pworld10 — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 19:30:42 +0000

Fifty Habits (in truth, some of them are more qualities, than habits).
I think these are great. Take a look and feel free to add your own.

Habits of successful people….

1. They look for and find opportunities where others see nothing.

2. They find a lesson while others only see a problem.

3. They are solution focused.

4. They consciously and methodically create their own success, while others hope success will find them.

5. They are fearful like everyone else, but they are not controlled or limited by fear.

6. They ask the right questions – the ones which put them in a productive, creative, positive mindset and emotional state.

7. They rarely complain (waste of energy). All complaining does is put the complainer in a negative and unproductive state.

8. They don’t blame (what’s the point?). They take complete responsibility for their actions and outcomes (or lack thereof).

9. While they are not necessarily more talented than the majority, they always find a way to maximise their potential. They get more out of themselves. They use what they have more effectively.

10. They are busy, productive and proactive. While most are laying on the couch, planning, over-thinking, sitting on their hands and generally going around in circles, they are out there getting the job done.

11. They align themselves with like-minded people. They understand the importance of being part of a team. They create win-win relationships.

12. They are ambitious; they want amazing – and why shouldn’t they? They consciously choose to live their best life rather than spending it on auto-pilot.

13. They have clarity and certainty about what they want (and don’t want) for their life. They actually visualise and plan their best reality while others are merely spectators of life.

14. They innovate rather than imitate.

15. They don’t procrastinate and they don’t spend their life waiting for the ‘right time’.

16. They are life-long learners. They constantly work at educating themselves, either formally (academically), informally (watching, listening, asking, reading, student of life) or experientially (doing, trying)… or all three.

17. They are glass half full people – while still being practical and down-to-earth. They have an ability to find the good.

18. They consistently do what they need to do, irrespective of how they are feeling on a given day. They don’t spend their life stopping and starting.

19. They take calculated risks – financial, emotional, professional, psychological.

20. They deal with problems and challenges quickly and effectively, they don’t put their head in the sand. They face their challenges and use them to improve themselves.

21. They don’t believe in, or wait for fate, destiny, chance or luck to determine or shape their future. They believe in, and are committed to actively and consciously creating their own best life.

22. While many people are reactive, they are proactive. They take action before they have to.

23. They are more effective than most at managing their emotions. They feel like we all do but they are not slaves to their emotions.

24. They are good communicators and they consciously work at it.

25. They have a plan for their life and they work methodically at turning that plan into a reality. Their life is not a clumsy series of unplanned events and outcomes.

26. Their desire to be exceptional means that they typically do things that most won’t. They become exceptional by choice. We’re all faced with live-shaping decisions almost daily. Successful people make the decisions that most won’t and don’t.

27. While many people are pleasure junkies and avoid pain and discomfort at all costs, successful people understand the value and benefits of working through the tough stuff that most would avoid.

28. They have identified their core values (what is important to them) and they do their best to live a life which is reflective of those values.

29. They have balance. While they may be financially successful, they know that the terms money and success are not interchangeable. They understand that people who are successful on a financial level only, are not successful at all. Unfortunately we live in a society which teaches that money equals success. Like many other things, money is a tool. It’s certainly not a bad thing but ultimately, it’s just another resource. Unfortunately, too many people worship it.

30. They understand the importance of discipline and self-control. They are strong. They are happy to take the road less travelled.

31. They are secure. They do not derive their sense of worth of self from what they own, who they know, where they live or what they look like.

32. They are generous and kind. They take pleasure in helping others achieve.

33. They are humble and they are happy to admit mistakes and to apologise. They are confident in their ability, but not arrogant. They are happy to learn from others. They are happy to make others look good rather than seek their own personal glory.

34. They are adaptable and embrace change, while the majority are creatures of comfort and habit. They are comfortable with, and embrace, the new and the unfamiliar.

35. They keep themselves in shape physically, not to be mistaken with training for the Olympics or being obsessed with their body. They understand the importance of being physically well. They are not all about looks, they are more concerned with function and health. Their body is not who they are, it’s where they live.

36. They have a big engine. They work hard and are not lazy.

37. They are resilient. When most would throw in the towel, they’re just warming up.

38. They are open to, and more likely to act upon, feedback.

39. They don’t hang out with toxic people.

40. They don’t invest time or emotional energy into things which they have no control of.

41. They are happy to swim against the tide, to do what most won’t. They are not people pleasers and they don’t need constant approval.

42. They are more comfortable with their own company than most.

43. They set higher standards for themselves (a choice we can all make), which in turn produces greater commitment, more momentum, a better work ethic and of course, better results.

44. They don’t rationalise failure. While many are talking about their age, their sore back, their lack of time, their poor genetics, their ‘bad luck’, their nasty boss and their lack of opportunities (all good reasons to fail), they are finding a way to succeed despite all their challenges.

45. They have an off switch. They know how to relax, enjoy what they have in their life and to have fun.

46. Their career is not their identity, it’s their job. It’s not who they are, it’s what they do.

47. They are more interested in effective than they are in easy. While the majority look for the quickest, easiest way (the shortcut), they look for the course of action which will produce the best results over the long term.

48. They finish what they start. While so many spend their life starting things that they never finish, successful people get the job done – even when the excitement and the novelty have worn off. Even when it ain’t fun.

49. They are multi-dimensional, amazing, wonderful complex creatures (as we all are). They realise that not only are they physical and psychological beings, but emotional and spiritual creatures as well. They consciously work at being healthy and productive on all levels.

50. They practice what they preach. They don’t talk about the theory, they live the reality.

So there you have it, your days of reading self-help books are done!

Source: HeadoftheBoard.com